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Waste of time

I used to be in love with this guy. I mean I was head over heels for the boy. Now time has passed. We’re not together. He’s off happy with a beautiful girl and has an amazing relationship. I’m here with a dilemma. I’m here being wasteful.
Here’s the problem. I’m single, lonely, and confused. I’m not IN love with him but I do love him. He’s my first love so I’ll always have love for him. It’s just I don’t want to. Lol To me it’s wasting feelings. If I can’t be with someone, why would I still have feelings for them? I’m not going to wait because I’m pretty sure there will never be another us again. I don’t want to waste my life waiting for someone that will never love me. Hell, I don’t even know if we’re even friends! So if we’re not even friends, how can we get back together? Exactly. I want to move on completely. Make it to the point that I never think about him. Where in a bizarre scenario of him actually coming back, I wouldn’t be confused. If it happened right now as we speak, a part of me would want to say yes. I don’t want to be confused. I am at the point where I want to be over him now! Lol I’m an impatient person so I don’t want to wait. I just want to be like “poof!” I don’t love him. But that’s not going to happen.
The point of this whole thing is how long does it take to get over someone you loved? What’s the fastest way to get over them? Will I fully get over my first love? Help me people! Tell me about your personal experiences or just give me your input. I need help bad. I don’t want to think or miss someone that will never return the same feelings.
I want to be over him FOR GOOD.

Where’s my sign?

I’ve been blessed
So many ways
Except when it comes to relationships
I just don’t understand
I was the person that got their heart broken
They broke up with me
I was the one that hurt
I was the one that got cheated on
I was the one that got lied to
I know I wasn’t the best
But I hurt the worst
Why am I still suffering?
I’m lonely
I’m unhappy
I don’t want to feel this way
What am I doing wrong?
What did I ever do?
Whatever that has happened
Whatever I did
I’m sorry
Im so sorry
And mean it with my heart
People are getting into relationships
They are loved
They are getting married
Forever alone
I just want a sign
Why do I feel this way?
When will I be happy?
I don’t want to alone